People ask me, “Why do you do what you do? You’ll be addicted and ruin your life.” When I try to answer them, I can’t put it in words on why. All I can say is I do it to make the pain I feel no longer exist. I’ve lived in a lonely world since I was 7 years old. I thought I could escape by having pills up my nose, smoking cigarettes one after another, cutting myself to the point I can’t take anymore, and drinking until I black out. When I wake up the next day, I still feel the same way as I did when I’m sober. I crave the high feeling. I don’t want to be this way anymore.

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Tonight, we release the Freaks. The next chapter of American Horror Story opens tonight at 10p. 

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